Welcome to the history of a victim of sadism

September 2002 / Summer 2003...

In September 2002 I was hired by a company called [SSA]. They were located in Stavanger. One day at work I heard [G5] and [A4] talk about digging a grave and putting someone in it. I did not think to much about it but at a night after I was awaken by two police officers with a pistol to my head wanting to take me with them. Then they were disturbed and ran out of there. I now knew who the grave they dug was for. A while after beeing hired, around summer 2003, and after I had purchased my first apartment, I could hear people in the hallway at work talk about what I was writing on my work computer. I wrote: little mirror on the wall, wonder who is looking here. This sentence was almost immediately repeated in the hallway, between [G4] and [J3]. I was now sure I was being surveillanced at work. Some time after this I started to hear in the hallway at work, people repeat what had happened in my apartment. Both what I did on my computer and what was said by guests or by me. They talked about how long I showered etc.

To top this off I could hear a conversation between [G5] and an employee that they had looked in every drawer, closet and things in my apartment, but found nothing. I was really starting to struggle mentally at this point and so I contacted the Police. They were interested in my situation and so I talked to them two times and they called back a third time. At this point I was now struggling so much, hearing people all over the place talk about me, and what took place in my apartment, how I worked. It was just too much for me to handle. I was now wearing tinfoil under my cap, because I felt people could read my mind. This all led me into a deep psychosis where I decided to take my own life on my birthday. I bolted a belt into the ceiling of my apartment and put a chair underneath, tested it and it held well. My neighbor, whom I suspected knew and took part in the surveillance, came by and saw the belt bolted into the ceiling. This neighbor was a nurse. Now I was sure, and as I heard and understood the surveillance people knew I was going to kill myself and would just let it happen for then to say: Yeah, he seemed sad. You see they wanted me dead.

As time progressed towards my suicide date, I eventually had the idea that killing oneself was not a regular or normal procedure for any individual. So I decided to seek help from a psychologist. I ended up at Forus Akutten. The psychologist said I was in a psychosis. That sounded as if I did not want to believe it. I did not know what it was, but it sounded bad. I agreed to meet with her after a week. When I met her again, I was in such a strong psychosis I could hear voices everywhere I went and while talking to her I could hear people behind the wall say things like forcibly commit me, arrest me etc. The psychologist referred me to a doctor at the same place. When I was at consultation with this doctor I could hear a dialog between the police and health personnel about wheatear I should be arrested or let go. While hearing this I was in a panic state. It ended up with me getting anti-psychotic medication and a referral to Rogaland Psykiatriske.

At one point, some of my colleagues was planning a deception, where they knew a woman with AIDS that was to seduce me and give me AIDS.

I also found out that they had told the employees (not me) not to use a specific restroom because they were filming those who went there. They wanted to film me going to the restroom for their enjoyment. I believe they invited people home to them to watch the film.

So who surveillanced me:

• [A4]
  • [A4] and [R5] surveillanced me from [R5]'s apartment.
  • Helped [R5]. Could hear [A4] in the hallway say: I have to go and help [R5] before the Police comes.
  • Helped hacked my accounts.
  • Spread lies.
  • The main instigator and who started the whole thing.
• [G5]
  • Burglary.
  • Theft of among other things a document from my computer at home. I was desparate and this document existed only for one week at home and was a trap. I was hoping to hear from the Police so I could explain yet again what was happening.
  • Planted evidence.
  • Spread lies.
  • Got the police in on burglary and surveillance.
  • Said to a co-worker it didn't matter if they found something or not, they could always plant something.
• [G4]
  • Surveillanced me at work.
  • Talked about what I was doing on my work computer with others in the hallway of workplace.
  • The main person doing the surveillance of me at work.
• [R5]
  • Used his apartment as a staging area for surveillanced of me at home. I wondered if they had cameras in my apartment also.
  • Invited people to come see/hear what I was doing in my apartment. All this was talked about at work, like for instance:
    • How long i showered.
    • What I eat.
    • Who I talked to.
    • Who visited me.
    • When I went to the bathroom.
    • What I talked to people about.
    • What I was doing on my computer.
    • Housed hacker for hacking my network, computer and Internet accounts.
    • Quiet at [R5] until I go to bed. Then it livens up with music and a lot of people. I assume it was a party, typically at weekends. At these parties they would typically loudly talk about me. One night a person came to [R5] at night and ended this party. It sounded like my boss from work. He said they did not know how much I knew,and tried to get [R5] to rip open his floor.
• Police
  • After I talked to the Police they were contacted by (i believe) [G5]. After that they started to surveillance me.
  • The Police did, among other things, the following:
    • Interrupted a phone call between myself and my mother where they interjected: "No let's terminate. Let's take him."
    • Interrupted the radio in my car while driving to Haugesund. They said: "Let's take him. No stop! He can hear us in his car."
    • Destroyed the catalyst on my car by screwing in a tracker/transmitter onto it.

Consequences

Due to the lies talked about me, one evening a person dressed in a burqa came to my door and rang the doorbell. I looked through the peephole, and the person was carrying a glass container filled with a clear liquid substance. I only assumed it was acid. The container was a laboratory chemist glass. The plan was to throw acid in my face, and I could not tell anyone who it was due to the burqa.

When the nurse sold her apartment another man started living there. He sometimes had parties all night long. After he moved in people would hammer on my door at night. I lived in an apartment building so that should not happen, but it continuously did. So, it must have been the neighbors. Also, at this time I had more break ins. I believe they used a key. I don't know where they got the key, but people were in my house while I was sleeping. How do I know? I was so paranoid at the time that I would not go to bed unless all doors were locked. I never forgot. Yet all doors where open when I woke up.

My car had a microphone somewhere in it and people - sivilians (not police) - could hear everything that was said in my car. I would experience talking to someone on the phone and people in another car would yell out comments about what I was talking about and honking their horn. I was parked at kvardat in Sandnes.

People would let air out of my tires or puncture them. I had to buy new/repair tires several times. I also had a break in of my car where they stole everything that was loose, like the front of my audio system etc.

Wherever I went people would start talking about me behind my back. I was a place where they said: Call the Police, tell them he is here now. Or if I was in a store buying groceries people would say:

• What a man
• I hope he goes to hell
• Aren't they going to arrest him soon

16. November 2009

I was now working for [L6] (now [C3]). I worked from Haugesund remotely. When [L6] had just moved to Kanalpiren, [J6] contacted me about needing access to my computer at [L6]. I gave him my password and he installed a keylogger on my computer. How did I know this? Simply, when I logged on via Citrix a window popped up with the title keylogger. Working, knowing that every keystroke was being surveillanced, was extremely difficult. I decided to quit. It was impossible. I could not handle any more surveillance.

It was so bad that when I phoned in on a meeting, I could hear other employees talk about me, what was in my drawers and cabinets, what I bought online, how much I wrote on my computer (keylogger), when I answered a call, that I was out on town when they called me (ridiculous, the window was open and there is traffic outside). This I could not handle any more either. Another reason to quit. How they could know what was in my drawers and cabinets meant that they broke into my apartment trying to find something against me. I have contacted the Police about these matters. I hope something happens.

Epilog

After all these years, nobody told me why they did this. Why did they surveillance me? What were all the lies they told about me? Why would they throw acid in my face? Why would they damage my car? Why would people hate me? I would experience yelling and screaming around my apartment calling my name. Why? But it did not stop with this. The Police continuously surveillance and tortured me throughout and until today (2024). More of which you can read in Haugesund.